NYAF Afterword

I think this will easier to write if I seperate it into days.

Friday:

So I ended up sitting on the train for about 4 hours before I finally got tiered and just went to the con early. Ben had offered to take me but I had to wait a while since he was comming from school so I decided against it.

I bought a $150 corset. It was so worth the money. I looked so fucking good in it. Like OMG I lost 20 lbs good.

Ben was talking to me and some people and he just happen to tell them that me and him have known each other for over 3 years now When it's only been close to a year. I was about to correct him when he suddenly just pulled me aside and asked me to go with him....I'm still wondering what the hell was going on with that...

David came late....Its not even funny how late he came....but Im glad he did. After the con while he was walking me to the train station we just made out the whole way. We even had an extended kissing session in the train station since I was reluctant to leave.

Saturday:

I had reluctantly given my pass to my pretend daughter who said she'd be at the con at 10 as did David. I got to the con at 10 and had to wait till almost 1 before they came...I was soo pissed. I borowed Ben's girfriend Dani's pass and went in to change my out fit and stuff but she was nervous about it and I understood why since I was currently going through it. Im never giving my pass away again to anyone. If you can't afford the con too bad stay home. Im really angry at my pretend daughtee though. She wanted David and me to buy her Artwork, but not just any artwork expensive full sized prints. I had wanted to buy 2 full sized prints and a few minis but because of her I ended up buying only postcard sized ones for me and 2 full sized ones for her. I just didn't want David to have to pay for her alone but I ended up paying for everything. David did try to pay but it was too late and I just ignored the money. We didn't even get to do much together besides enjoy the masquerade snuggling. Pretend daughter was right there interfering and after a while David just fell out of the mood I guess because he didn't even kiss me goodnight. I wasn't happy about that. Not at all..

I bought the skirt to my corset and wore it all day. I think even Ben liked it. He actually picked me up and spun me around and grab my waist and every little thing that we used to do in the past.

Sunday:

Went early and met Ben and Dani getting ready by the entrance. She was painting a tattoo on his neck as part of his Vampire Knight Zero cosplay. I went to go change into my Baby The Stars Shine Bright lolita dress and when I came back they were gone so I wandered around buying things. Waiting for David who was late again but also feeling sick. Everyone kept saying I looked so sad. But aside from feeling sick I just felt calm. When David arived later he told me he too wasn't feeling well that morning. We did more shopping and he even helped me to pay for a book. I bought him some pins and thats how it went......that is untill pretend daughter showed up...

I can not put this any better. Pretend Daughter was basically Cockblocking MAJORLY. Everytime I wanted to give David a little kiss she'd magically turn around and ask "What are you doing! Your scaring me!!!" ARRGG! I wanted to murder her! I don't see David often so this was our quality time and she was invading it majorly.....And what pissed me off even more was that she went a blew $60 on more art work and stuff. and Im like "So if you had money why did you make us buy all that stuff for you?" David didn't seem to mind but I was pissed. David should be spending his money on me not her. David is not her Sugar Daddy, He is suposed to be the Father figure in her life. And sure I know fathers spoil their daughter but only on occasion damn it!! Not every damn time you meet!......and definatly not in this manner.

Our group dwindled down to just Pretend daughter, another Friend, Me and David and we all just hung out and laughed and had fun but Me and David wanted to get away from them....David was soo super affectionate. I don't think he's all to comfy with PDA's but he lets me get away with little things however he was pretty much all over me regaurdless but Daughter comes in and all is lost.................At least I got a good night kiss.....


But anyway something I noticed is that I lost 8 fucking pounds from this con...8!!!!! This is just another reason why I love cons......My first con I lost about 10+ lbs in that 3 days. I wish it lasted longer so I could get this 30lb off quick...I also think the corset had some play in this loss as well...Im so happy!!!!!

Ah, It's things like this that make my life much more enjoyable....