I gotta get through this...

Today was good. The Assiant Principal confirmed my status as a Senior so Im going to graduate in June but...

I have to pass my Math A Regents

I fucking took that test 4 times and I KEEP FAILING IT!!!

I did so well on every other one but Math is killing me!!!!!!!!

I want to be done with school!

I starved all day, sick with worry.

New York is the only state left who does this stupid exam. They keep wondering why Kids drop out like flies it because of this exam.

You really gotta be smart or crafty to go to school in New York.......

If your a guy and can afford it you can go to a special Private School that doesn't do regents in NY.

Thats where Majority of my guy friends (Ben and David included) went to.

I left Private school so that I could graduate early.

I'm looking for math tutors. I need one to crunch for the January Regents and then again for the CUNY Placement test and the SAT. Im trying to score high enough ( like a 4 for CUNY and like 500+ for SAT) so that I can forget about Math in collage.

I actually took the SAT as a freshman and got really high in Verbal (like 600) and Writing but I failed math so hard...I got 300.

And heres the killer. You get about 200 points for filling in your name and I got 300.....

I feel sick.

I sware I just might jump off something if I don't pass this damn test.

I wish I was Sylar from Heroes. Id fucking sap out the damn test info from the damn head of the regents team leader themself.

Or if I could Mindread....Id fucking mind rape all the smart people and get a perfect score on everything.

I want to be perfect....

and now it's do or die.