NYAF Prequel

So I just got my ticket for NYAF like a few seconds ago.....Im actually surprised I still got it since it is technically the day of the event.

Im skipping school to go to it how ever which is proving harder by the hour. I have to leave the house at 7 to pretend Im going to school and the con doesn't even start till 1:00......I don't know what to do other than stay on the train and just go up and down till about 10-11 then go over to my favorite book store and wait...but its a too far to walk from the book store to the convention... So I just might stay on the train till about 11-12.

This is rough......thing is if I tell me parents they're just going to bitch on me about how I can't go anywhere and utter stupidness. Id didn't even want to begin so I told them I had volunteer work to do over the weekend..Can't complain about that, right?

Still its so rough...I hate this. all I want to do is cry right now. It's been such a long day.

I went from school to a college fair and only came it at about 11pm. from 6am to 11pm....Its rough.....

and Im not even fully ready for the con...I just through together some last minute stuff...Im not feeling very confidant but hopefully I'll make some new friends on my own here.

I bought a few meal replacement shakes to test out. I just can't find one I like so...well yeah...I hope these work.

Right now the only meal I have is breakfast everyday So Im trying to get as much nutrients as possible with out the calories....some of these drinks are heavy on the cals..

What to do......