Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Dreams : A One Step Program

November. Well I ment to post on Halloween but I've been so
distracted. With a good cause.

I love Ben but after seeing the change Dani has made on him I respect
that and see that maybe it was never ment to be.

David is more so like me than I realized and I've completely fallen in
love with him. However I'm insanely jelous of his 19 inch waist and
therefore have resorted to torchering him with girl clothes. Dresses
skirts..... Haha!

Dispite my fear if weight loss pills I took a chance on some call
Japanese Ling xi(?) and went from 176lbs to 167lbs In about 2 or so
weeks and for the first time in my life I have a waist that's in the
20s..... My waist went from 33+inches to 29-28 inches my hips from
41.5 to 37 my bust from 42 to 37................. It's amazing. My
tummy is still a little big and love handels are still there but still
sometimes I can't help but stare. I look good!!!!!!! Sexy and curvy.

Subcounsiously even David has noticed as he likes to put his hands on
my waist more often now and pull me closer to him.

So much has happened between us that I'm at a loss for words.

At the rate I'm going, by the time I hit my birthday I'll be a skinny
formally virgin girl!!! Haha!!

I actually want to have sex with David, the thought came to me one
evening when me and him were together on a park bench making out and
before I knew it I was on his lap grinding like mad and moaning as he
sucked on my neck vampire style. He was very respectful and didn't
push me into anything even though I was the only one who came. The
next time we met and something like that happened I couldn't believe
how horny he made me, I started encouraging him to dry fuck me real
hard. However I didn't cum this time, I tried to give him a Blow job
and had gotton so fAr as to suck on him for a bit but it was late and
I had to go home or suffer my parents.

Yesterday now when the mood struck us again, this time in Central Park
on A partially hidden picnic table, I sucked him good untill he came
but a police officer came over at that exact moment and gave us a
warning and we fleed, embarased but fufilled. I felt a bit angry
because I had wanted him to cum in my mouth and the poliece officer
prevented that. So next time idk what's Gonna happen but either we'll
find a more secluded place or go to his home and pray his parents
don't disturb us....... Haha!!!

I like all this dry humping and all but I want his cock in me soon, I
feel whorish for saying it but that's the God honest truth. Sexually
fustrated for years and now I have a willing lover to take it all
away.......pure bliss..

Something that suprised me however was how long we've been
together.... I wasn't keeping track but he told me that it's actually
very close to a year so a little over 6-7 months.... Amazing......

Well I have alot to say but as I am typing this from my phone my hands
hurt lots now so later.....

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