Saturday, November 7, 2009

Two Faced

Hmmm, so I learned somthing very interesting about David after having a little talk with him but before I begin I want to explain some terms that people might not get (if you know what yaoi is, high five!!!)

Yaoi- Male on Male (basically gay) comics (manga), Girl Porn
Uke- Submissive, bottom, taker
Seme- Dominant, top, giver

So me and David friends have a little joke going around that David is the uke and Im the Seme in our relationship but Lord after these few week I found out how wrong they are....So wrong....

David is fierce. Intence. not at all like a manly girl. In fact the only reason why it seems like Im the one doing everything is because if he doesn't hold him self back by acting all weak and frail he could seriously hurt someone.

This thought that David was some kind of super Seme occured after we were dry humping in Central Park (lol...), He was on top of me and fucking me so damn hard I felt like I was going to cum hard and ruin my pants (Im a heavy squirter), I loved every second of it. It was so refreshing and new compared to his relaxed "ehhh do what you want" with me on top aproach.

We talked on the phone a few days ago about it among other things. David is like the ice to my fire. Apperently as of late he's been "intoxciated by my curves" All he wants to do is touch me and just "get lost in my curves". He told me I was "cute, yet oh so hot. The perfect combination" My personality was soft and gental in general yet he knew I had a deep lusty, dark and hard side to me. He loves me and I him. Ive just come to realize how good for each other we are and just in time too. But I can't believe he even remotly finds me sexy. He told me that at first it was my personality over everything else that attracted him, it was only much, much later that he began to look at my body. I WONDER WHY..<---sarcastic tone intended.

I need to get rid of this weight. so far Im going good but I have to get better...I have to...I need to, I WANT to.

I think of all the beautiful clothes I could buy....

I think of David carrying me acrocss a feild.

I think I think, I think think think.

Anyway, Im trying to join LOOKBOOK.nu but it's been so long....Can someone please invite me?

nyan.


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