Cute is what I aim for.

So I got my nails done in a silk wrap and got eyelash extentions today. Also about a week ago I got my eyebrows done.

In short I look good.

I think even David has taken notice that Im looking better than usual because I have 2 dates with him this week. I can't wait till he sees me tomorrow. He'll probably take me somewhere everyday next week!

Im writing college essays now and applying for financial aid. So far I'v got about $6000 under my belt. Which is 1 year of a SUNY or CUNY School, almost half for some private colleges and still $15000+ short for NYU and Columbia. I need money...

I want a job so bad, Im going broke but my parents won't let me get one..Which is stupid, you can't buy everything I want so let me go get it on my own. Whats so hard about that? Some kids would just drain your bank no care at least Im trying to be on my own....

But thats the problem, they want me with them forever and I want my own life.

They sent my cat to the pound on Friday for no reason... I wasted my whole weekend trying to get her back and when I did on Monday she had lost over 5lbs...She is easily blown over in the wind now......However Im kinda jelous. I need to loose 5+lbs in a weekend too but in my cats case it was from stress so yeah.........................

I've been colecting alot of Japanese Magazines and staring at them....My thinspo......

I got that new dual view Samsung camera that has an lcd screan in the front and it is epic....I love it so much and it takes good pics. Much better unfortunatly than my Nikon S230 which looked cool but was rubish.

I want to buy my birthday outfits now. I plan on wearing Lolita dresses and coats. I've picked out about 3 dresses and 2 coats but I need about $300 and I don't want to go into my savings but I can't ind my dads stupid cerdit card number...I fucking lost it at a bad time too........

Well yeah, Im going to go wander off now....Hahaha!